I would love it, if… ..

Always searching for an answer,
but I’m too scared to find it.  

Does anyone else do this?

Just fantasizing about what could be real. What your life could be in the future. What would of happened if it all worked out to how you wanted.

I guess it’s a necessity, or else dreams couldn’t become reality.

But I don’t know. I feel so alone in my daydreams. Like I’m the only one disconnected from reality. Still dreaming. I wish someone else could live in it with me… but, well then, it would be reality. And you know how reality never works out.

If it’s never real it won’t have the chance to fall apart. 
Right? 

It’s a glorious day
and my lonely heart is tired again.